I called my baby a parasite. It wasn't the first time I had thought it; truth is I've been thinking it for awhile, but it was the first time I said it out loud ... not just typing it, but physically putting thoughts to words that came out of my mouth. I called his baby … Continue reading Parasite
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To All The Boys I’ve Loved Before
You might not know this about me, but I've been blogging for a long time. It started as a teenager, when I got my first unsupervised accesses to the internet via high school computer classes and libraries. Oh yes, I had a Teen Open Diary (if anyone remembers those!) and have been through various platforms, blogging styles, … Continue reading To All The Boys I’ve Loved Before
A Poly of Confessions
This is probably going to be one of the scariest posts I ever write. Something I have only shared with a handful of people in my every day life. Of course, there is a community of you who already know, many who may actually see this post. Truthfully, I'm not entirely sure what's compelling me … Continue reading A Poly of Confessions
The Unplannable
In recovery, like everything else, a solitary event can change your path or course. Both good and bad, it is something you might only notice in hindsight. The last 6 weeks have been like that; as I read back to see what my last few entries were on, knowing how things have occurred, it's curious … Continue reading The Unplannable
Christmas Traditions and New Phases
I'm a huge fan of traditions. Think of it as the icing on the cake for a Type A personality. There maybe a story or a reason behind why it started, but things have always been done this way (and sidenote: I like it this way), so we'll continue to do it. I have a couple … Continue reading Christmas Traditions and New Phases
O Christmas Tree
I'm a bit of a grinch. Well, more of a grinch that I can necessarily care to admit. As a child I can recall having excited holiday feels. It's hard to share a birthday month with Christmas, but I remember my mom waiting until after my birthday (4th) and Dad's (9th) before putting up a … Continue reading O Christmas Tree
The Middle
The first big purchase I ever made for myself was a double bed. It was an update from the single bed I'd been on most of my life, and it was mine-all-mine. I was so excited to have even more space to sleep on, double if you will, and I felt very proud of myself for … Continue reading The Middle
For Granted
It's a funny thing about blogging, about writing down and sharing parts of your life. Sometimes there is a ton to write about, sometimes there is nothing to write about, but most time there exists the ho-hum: that weird space in the middle where you could write about something, but is it really worth it ... … Continue reading For Granted
